Tum..

khub ho tum ,
to kya hua jo door ho tum,
mehkta he mahul tumhare lafzo se aaj bhi,
zindagi khil uthe tumhe sochkar aisa dastoor ho tum.

Tera Intezaar

Tere intezar mein ,Kya kya nai saha tere intezaar mein,

Neend udadi chain gawaaya tere intezaar mein,
Bhoot bani tumhe hasaya tere intezaar mein,
Sapne sajaye aansu bahaye tere intezaar mein,
Raste pe khadi rahi tere intezaar mein,
Khud se baatein karti rahi tere intezaar mein,
Jjab tu na aaya to duniya chod di tere intezaar mein......

Tere intezaar mein....

Papikondalu and Pelli

11 pm waiting outside Sri Krishna Travels me with my red bag gifted to all joinees in Cts.My brother kept enquiring of all the possible things he cud relating to the trip of which i faied to answer 80% only due to lack of interest.Then chaitanya called saying they have begun from the place and are very near to khairtabad.
In a few seconds harsha calls and says they are there and asked me to b ready to jump in i mean board.
next one hour everyone was busy occupying the window seat.once evryone got settled i wanted to sleep.Everytime my eyes closed and i neared to dreamin i felt a hand shking me offf and pullin me bak to reality .Harsha Who else.aall nite he troubled all those hu tried sleepin.i cud hear the khusar pusar of Anjali and Bhaskar b4 me.Chandan deep in sleep n me in utter discomfort had no choice bt to jus shut up n close my eyes...
next mornin the chain of disaster started.
Tyre Punctured the one rite under my seat.i hear Suresh giggling outside the window i smile n he chuckles.Hell y me alwaz?
we reached Tanuku lil late of all dat mess n nw v dnt find the bride's house.Wow.
Somehow reached theplace.A very warm welcum was awaiting.We wer placed in newly built flats.
got ready had brekfast and muved out to hav lunch.
Lunch was xciting.no spoons.:D
4 me its impossible to hav it wid my hand wen m outside my home.managed sum hw.
den v went to antar vedi a place wer the godavri meets bay of bengal.My riends dad told us not to coz he felt we wudnt b able to make it for the marraige dat was to b held at abt 11 in the night.All of turned a deaf ear n muvd on.Bhaskar was waitin for us in 2 old bt shiny white ambasadors.Dint knw how to fit in.Sumhow me adjusting in the front seat with chaitanya(the only one who cud adjust ,hw i thank dat she was so sleek n slim).
Beautiful joourney.I wud turn poet provided seclusion.A river running by road side n the driving almost dashing into the narrow way.So thrilling n xciting.
al teh way i was the entertainer for my elugu heheh dats wat telugu .
Chaitanya insisted me on askin wer to go next in telugu n i learnt it by the tiem v actually reached der..
Antervedi ,as u all mus hav thot no its teh beach wer v landed.Wowwww.Beautigul.Peace prevailed in me as teh breeze went thru my lungs.
while i was walkin wid my slipperz in hand along wid anu, harsha suresh pulled teh rest of others in water.i was standing wid my arms wen anu suggested a walk on teh river bed.like the bigges of abt 60 we walked discussin the philosophy wen suresh came n held my hand n pulled me in water.once i was in no lukin bak just seemed like home.Completely got drenched enjoyed evry bit of dip n drown

sapna ya sachh

meri nigaahein thak gayi hein teri raah takte takte,
kya mera yeh intazaar kabhi khatam hoga,
meri muskuraahat ko kaayam rakh sake umr bhar,
kya woh sapna mera kabhi sach hogaa????????

yunhee.....

kuch manzilein,kuch raahein hamaare liye nahi hoti,
par kismat kaha kisika bayaan sunti he,
woh hamhe uss modh par la khada karti he,
jaha hum badalte he yaa hamaari zindagi .

the day she left......

I was returning from my training that day.Boarded a bus to Uppal n sat aloof near the window seat in the bus.As the breeze passed me letting my platted hair loose on my face,i went into a trance where i could see only Her n me together under the Tree,in the class,at home,with friends,alone,in bus n where not.Every moment captured in my mind like a short film.She was so much with me that i forgot the stink of the pond passing by,the irritating touch of the lady sitting besides me.Its not the first time, she had alwayz been in my thoughts.Whenever i felt lonely she has been the only one with me with unconditional support.Suddenly i moved forward with a jerk , the bus stopped n someone was patting my back .I got down at the bus stop but she was still in the bus smiling at me and asking me to board the bus again so that our journey never ends .I regained my senses.Waiting on that deserted road was never so painful in last 15 days but now i knew i was to live rest of my life this way.
We never had a long chat in last 2 years i suppose.But i never did miss her coz i knew what cum may she wud alwaz be my side wheneva i need her .But now its gonna be different.With all this running in my mind i went home.Had minimal food just to satisfy moms motherhood.Then got ready to move to the airport.I wanted to reach the airport before she reaches but der was no one to drop me or accompany me.So i called Him.He i donno why agreed, though in my heart i was wishing he shouldnot.Went to the airport with Him.

I can hardly put those feelings in words.Look at my fate, was going to give sendoff to the one i can never see going, with someone whom i had already seen going away from me.
i had tears in my eyes bt made sure not to make any noise,dint want to make there presence felt n let a known stranger see me going weak.We reached the airport and by all means to hide my tears I received Her.She was pretty bt dat day she was a doll.Had neva seen her b4 in dressed in western clothin so it was a very very pleasant surprise.Angel she appeared wid the same innocence n softness in her personality.My eyes wer gettin heavier they were holding my love 4 her.Bt cudnt hold dem 4 long.She left waving at all the ppl wid her eyes red n wet.
The moment she was out of sight i broke.Neva thot wud do so bt ended up doin i neva thot.I luvd her though nt safe to say so in todays world bt yes i did luv her.Hw, why,from when i hav no answers bt she was a princess.Beautiful,innocent,charming,kind n a sveet heart.

MY WISH TO LIVE NOT TO DIE

From the day i have seen you,
There is something magical about you,
That pulls me towards you.
I met you before a hundred times,
But that special day left a mark,
on my heart and my mind.
I can't sleep can't eat can't even sigh,
I realized what happened to me
When my soul wished to die.
I feel ur presence around me always,
Though i don't know,
Where u are near or far away.
I can't live with You,
Under this sky,
So i will cherish your memories forever,
And live without you,
Instead to die.