yunhee.....

kuch manzilein,kuch raahein hamaare liye nahi hoti,
par kismat kaha kisika bayaan sunti he,
woh hamhe uss modh par la khada karti he,
jaha hum badalte he yaa hamaari zindagi .

the day she left......

I was returning from my training that day.Boarded a bus to Uppal n sat aloof near the window seat in the bus.As the breeze passed me letting my platted hair loose on my face,i went into a trance where i could see only Her n me together under the Tree,in the class,at home,with friends,alone,in bus n where not.Every moment captured in my mind like a short film.She was so much with me that i forgot the stink of the pond passing by,the irritating touch of the lady sitting besides me.Its not the first time, she had alwayz been in my thoughts.Whenever i felt lonely she has been the only one with me with unconditional support.Suddenly i moved forward with a jerk , the bus stopped n someone was patting my back .I got down at the bus stop but she was still in the bus smiling at me and asking me to board the bus again so that our journey never ends .I regained my senses.Waiting on that deserted road was never so painful in last 15 days but now i knew i was to live rest of my life this way.
We never had a long chat in last 2 years i suppose.But i never did miss her coz i knew what cum may she wud alwaz be my side wheneva i need her .But now its gonna be different.With all this running in my mind i went home.Had minimal food just to satisfy moms motherhood.Then got ready to move to the airport.I wanted to reach the airport before she reaches but der was no one to drop me or accompany me.So i called Him.He i donno why agreed, though in my heart i was wishing he shouldnot.Went to the airport with Him.

I can hardly put those feelings in words.Look at my fate, was going to give sendoff to the one i can never see going, with someone whom i had already seen going away from me.
i had tears in my eyes bt made sure not to make any noise,dint want to make there presence felt n let a known stranger see me going weak.We reached the airport and by all means to hide my tears I received Her.She was pretty bt dat day she was a doll.Had neva seen her b4 in dressed in western clothin so it was a very very pleasant surprise.Angel she appeared wid the same innocence n softness in her personality.My eyes wer gettin heavier they were holding my love 4 her.Bt cudnt hold dem 4 long.She left waving at all the ppl wid her eyes red n wet.
The moment she was out of sight i broke.Neva thot wud do so bt ended up doin i neva thot.I luvd her though nt safe to say so in todays world bt yes i did luv her.Hw, why,from when i hav no answers bt she was a princess.Beautiful,innocent,charming,kind n a sveet heart.

MY WISH TO LIVE NOT TO DIE

From the day i have seen you,
There is something magical about you,
That pulls me towards you.
I met you before a hundred times,
But that special day left a mark,
on my heart and my mind.
I can't sleep can't eat can't even sigh,
I realized what happened to me
When my soul wished to die.
I feel ur presence around me always,
Though i don't know,
Where u are near or far away.
I can't live with You,
Under this sky,
So i will cherish your memories forever,
And live without you,
Instead to die.

MY BRAVE KNIGHT

The shine of the moon that night,
Made my life tremendously bright.
Behind the tree before the light,
The place in the woods i had been tied.
Sported in black i found the knight,
Sight of whose would make the lions hide.
Riding on the mare,the head being bare,
Appeared as a beam of hope the knight.
He jumped on the ground as a wild hound,
And approached me further without looking around.
He was like water in the draught,
The Prince about whom i had always thought.
Unaware of the terror the decoits came near,
Finding Him there all shreiked in fear.
Neither laughed nor smiled "The Brave Knight",
Releasing the bound he won me without any fight.
Getting on the mare we started on our way,
Dropping me safe the knight moved away.
My heart sank as he went out of sight,
I pray God alone should save "My Brave Knight".